A Eternal Friend

Today is 6 Dec. 2 years aready. how are you? this morning went to your grave. i saw your parents. i not brave enough to face in front your parents. so i just walk away to the other side and wait for a while for waiting your parents done everything. After 1 hours later, your mom, sherine's parents went home. A suit of black in colour coat as in formal type. holding a bunch of white in colour flower that u like which is during before your lifetime. the moment that i step on in front of your grave, my tears was suddenly lost control. my tears falls with non of reasons. Maybe is last time our friendships too profoundly. Or others reasons for me? i dont know. at there, i have been talk to you so many stuff, including my feeling, did you hear that? and my mom and dad got talk to you too. although they are not standing in front on your grave and spoke. but they did on phone call from Canada what. everyone that in my family's has realize that i did really really painful and a huge attack with your death. no ones dont know. my mom keep calling me from Canada! Omgoshh..=.= Im okay mann!! daddy mommy! im really okay! i am not a 4,5 years old child! i can bear everything by my own larh. Sherine.. I miss you~ even though you're not here belong with me, but i still can feel that you are be with me everyday. If now u still alive.. i believe that it wont be so many things happened during my daily life. if u were here, u sure will help me to solve it. and i know that you sure will. cry too much just now aready, eyes so pain. Sherine, i hope u can live well in heaven. hope that u can found a nicer and a eternal friend then me. God bless you. byee my friend. full stop. ='(