uhh! WOw.. 2 years. Lol. 2 year i had never came here and update. Hahaha. 2 years was long. Of course i did change also. Hahahah so~ here i am. ^^

What is friend (Part 1)

"A friend is friendly, happy and playful. A friend doesn't yell at u. You play with each other all the time."

"You try not to fight with your friend. You help each other when u get hurt."

Sorry, I know that I was so childish last time. Now I just realize that every time we fight, is me the one who bring up the disputes. You din't even mad at me before. Seriously, u don't. :/ u treat me as your sister, but I always make this as a joke. When I mad at you, you're always tease me back to happiness. During the school KOKO day, that was the first time you mad at me. :( since from that day, I only realize how hurts that i did to u last time. And u were only hanging with a smile and pujuk me. I know why u will do that to me, cause i know you have thoroughly disappointed with me. You not even wants to look at me once. Even that some times I look at u covertly, i know u know i look at you, but u purposely don't want to respond me. And now i know the pain. how hurt was it. Dayana. ITS SERIOUSLY HURT A LOT. :'(

band camp =)

Huh??? 22 Dec why so fast over want?? =( the funny moment time went so fast!!! i haven play more enough yet!!! >.< I remembered that the first day of band camp its so funny. Me and my lovely gang play like hell only! :D we're like a super glue always stick together only. XD!! the only one thing that makes me feel seriously sad is.... my tuning got problem again! i can't play high notes!!! i can't breath more air and play well!!! I hate myself!! why everything can't play properly!! im a useless person!! If like that, as early as i would rather to choose don't want to go London! i rather stay at home alone!! Cause that went to travel so many days, i can't practice my horn so many days also! ='( i makes my senior, karyee and nicole mad. Im sorry... ='( Especially karyee, i knew that u teach me so much as time. sorry~ Anyway... Amanda Choi, she's the one was the most nice person in my band life. She wont scold me when i did anything wrong. she will just correct my fault. =) I love she. :D 5.30pm!! Omg!! i hates that time!!! =='' it is our bathe time. >.< normally at home, i can bathe in how long that i want to. but now, they just gave us 5 minutes to bathe!!!! Crazyy!! >.<'' The people who waiting outside the toilet will counting outside!! so scary!! if u late coming out, they will keep knocking your door and wait for u to came out! Jocelyn Koh!!! she's the one who makes my pants goes wet! =o='' chicken?? yeahh! chicken is my favourite!! :D im very happy cause that we are eating chicken everyday!!! XD!!! at night, we having practice from 7.30pm to 10pm. So cool!!! XD the same thing, i can't see at night also. =.='' Nicole and Dayana suddenly asked me to stay back and cleaned the band room. i was so nervous that time. doesn't know which reason that i should tell them by lies. =O i like get a huge shock when i heard them to asked me to stay back AT NIGHT!!! D: no choice, just let them know the truth lah.. haizz.. after cleaning the band room, we walking back to the band room. ngeeheheee... its was the time that i has barrier on it! XD. imma so exited to know how they gonna to take me back to the gallery!! XDD!!! Dayana is the one who know, i already do an operation with my eyes. When she know that i still can't see during at night, sure that she will feel so curious about it. *sigh* back to the gallery, i told everything to dayana. she knows everything. =) dont know why, everything got problem, i just like to shared my problems to dayana only. She are like my real sister like that. even my sister also wont listen to me my talk. she dont even spoke to me nicely in once!! =o= the next day, nicole asked me to stay back again!! OMG!!! imma wanna to snack out, but in the end, i got dayana caught!! >.<'' the last night of camp, we went to the AV room and watch a movie. the screen was so dark!! i can see a bit, but sometimes i saw a big black circle thingy blocking my screen!! at night i can't see well, so that time i still thought that i was just my eyes was tired thats why. after show, we went out the AV room. i told sinyee what did i happened inside the Av room. she laugh at me!! she said its not my eyes tired that time, it was jocelyn and shermain head! Lolll.. Btw, my eyes was really tired when looking for so hard to the screen. my eye balls are red, and my tears also come out already~ :/ but i still want to watch! XD last day of camp, nicole asked me to manage the whole gallery. That day is the first time that i being a Quartermistress in band. i feel so proud, cause im the leader in the gallery on that day. after 1 hours and half, the gallery is damn clean!! :D thank you everyone for the helping!!!! :D

Morib =)

Having a boring mood and a bit sleepy at the airport now. now its already 12:50am. my eyes was so heavy now. gotta close but can't. so lame!! @.@ nothing to do, so just came here and renew my blog for while. =) what should i write lerh?? hmm...~ Okayyy, just let me talk about the Morib trip that i went on the first Saturday, it which at during my daddy's birthday. :D why are we must choose on this date?? hehe, cause its not just only my dad birthday, it was the selangor sultan birthday too. ^^ that means the day was a holiday~ XD and while i turn on my laptop and click on the facebook URL, i was just realize that Michelle Teh, one of the prefect in our school who's same birthday date with my dad! :O Mainly i still thought Morib was a town. got shopping center, has advanced technology and at all. i never did asking anything information about the place from my dad at all, just thinking and guessing by my own and thought it was that. around 7am, my mom woke us up, get everything was ready, we leave. we take 2 hours for our journey. during our distance travelled, my brain was so blanky while looking out from the car. I just saw that so many wood house and boat was arounding our journey. it seems look like a fishing villange!! Im getting more and more afraid and worried!! i scared because im never did went to village. i worried because i scared my parets will asked us to do fishingman!!! XD 30 minutes later. WOW!!! finally my benefactor appear!!! hahahah!!! My dad drive in his car inside a 5 star hotel!!! Gehehehe!!! im felt so thankful will it!!! XD!! the resort name is Morib Gold Coast Resort. went inside the room!!! the first action is of course jump and lean on the bed la!!! its was soo comfortable!! LOL. 5 star hotel weihh~sure got many facilities of course not lack with the WATER THEME PARK!!! WOOHOO!!! XD my sister and I quickly went inside the toilet and change up a shirt. of course my dad and mom did too~ heheheh!! this is the first time my mom followed us go swims!! XD cause she doesn't know how to swims!! and she scared water!! teach her to swim will only sink down into the water, although she can float on the water for "a while" she's swam like a turtle only!! == hahah!!! i know im so mean right? XD!! my dad and me was the one who the Best in swimming!!! XD hehehe!!! =P my sister sama saja with my mom only. but better then my mom la!! XD hahaha!!! we did play for so many type od slides!! have a lots of fun!!! Ngehehe!! XD and my mom were same like last time. keep sinking~=o= LOL. at night, we went for having dinner at outside. Morib is a fishing village, so that most of the restaurant at there was just selling seafood. we dad used his Ipad and go internet search for some famous seafood restaurant. finally we found!! =) its freaking far from our Hotel man!! take almost 1 hour only reach that restaurant!!! =o= but anyway its really taste good!! :D after finish eating, we went to the nearby sea for a look. its name called Pantai Morib. =) ngeh! having a look at the sea for a night sun set. so nicee!! i took so many pictures with it too!! :D I giving a suggest to my mom that can we have a birthday celebration for daddy at the pantai. my mom said it was great for having a celebration at there!! Me and my sister went to a nearby cake house and bought a 2 kg fruits cake to my dad in privately~ :P haha!! we going to give him a great memorable birthday for him! =) my dad was so surprise while we doing this for him~:D i was the most naughty child inside my family's member. no idea, cause im the younger one! XD i did caught some small crabs and threw it on my daddy hairs inside!! Ngeheheh!! one word, FUN! XD the second day, my dad rent a ship for us to went out far of the sea there for fishing. this was the third time i went fishing with my dad. So cool while holding the fishing rod. LOL. im looks so handsome at the moment!! XD fishing was a supper boring activities for me!! in the end, i never get hooked for any fishes. =o= after that, we went to play golf. XD the same thing. it just only me and my dad who knows to play golf only. (^v^)v Geheheh~ i won my dad~Pro right? XD haizz... the happy and funny moment has over. =( the next stop that we are going to go is London. Boring places! =o='' bye. =)

Thailand Trip

Finally... i reach there!!! Its a place that i wished so long to go!~ Thailand!!!!! :D Ewww...... the ocean was so big and clear!!! Its seriously nice mann!!!! xD We did take out our shoes and ramble on the beach too.. its feel so cool!!! haha.. before that going to Thailand, I was too exited, so that the first second i drop down from the airport, i was like a silly person! xD My every action was showed that i came from village something like that. LOL. and everyones at there was stared at me. and i dont care. :P I makes my parents felt so ashamed with me. xD hahahah... No idea ma.. who calls my parents never brought me come Thailand before? xD heheheee...most of my friends felt so curious also. They always keep asking me why that i went before to so many country travel but never go before Thailand?? Everytime the same question appear, i was speechless. :( Anyway... now i WENT!! hahaha... hohohohooo...my friend, dayana now at Thailand also weihh.. dont know at Thailand can meet her a not lerh?? hehee.. Almost near 6pm, we gotta leave the beach already. my dad fetch us go outside having dinner. but my stomach was full. but i never ate anything before going to beach play. all the dish that my dad order are all my favourite!!! ='( but the thing is my stomach dont feel like hungry!!! =O My mom think maybe is just now my dad threw me inside the sea there i drank too many water inside, thats why full already. ==" everyone laugh at me!! :3 finish eating, we went to the museum. Ngehhh~so boring there..Zzz..xD we went snorkeling. heheheee... i did asked my mom one question. mommy, go deep under the sea u dont scared got shark eat u meh?? XD my dad heard. he's the first one who laugh at me!! == my mom haven laugh first he start laughing already!! =o= Ewww...... Thailand was flooding now. Haizz... some places cannot go. Yerrr.. the first time i went there why must flood wan lerh!!! huh!!! not fair!! =( stay inside the villa and go online only, so boring!! >.< my sister so funny, she's bored, she went to other neighbor villa there and press their doorbell!!! LOL. she so brave mann!!! hahaha...and the people came out and look around! xD hahah!!! Ngeheheeee....My next stop trip!!!!!!!!!!! Morib!! hahah~=P

A great day~

Consider so long already, almost take 3 days time to think, but my dad still haven gave us a true respond whether we going Thailand tomorrow. -.- hehehee... so exited laa!! cause this is my first time go Thailand travel. I din't even go there before.!! Every time jealous my friends going. And told me some great stuff having at there.!! because of that Im still having a huge curiously till now a day. I wish that my dad will bring us go!!!! hope that my dreams will come true!!! allaahhh, DADDY!! JUST MOVE A BIT DOWN YOUR HEAD LA!!! not that hard right??!!! XD and yeah!~this is the first year we went travel to so many places. its already out of our imagination calculate!! This time we went 4 places combined in one month! XP (Perak--->Thailand--->Morib--->London) Gehehe...thats our travel state!! XD Today, my aunt house having a friends gathering at the Swimming pool BBQ side corner there. its so cool!! i have been for a long time never attend for those kind of party already... hahah~i just know that i went there ate a lot~:P My uncle is that condominium who's established that party. So we should went down earlier for help. Me and my cousins help to decorate the court. we blew almost more then 80 balloons by each of the persons!! =o= we become so pitiful because of my dad!! Actually he went out and buy a pump for us for pumping the balloons. we wait and wait... 2 hours are over, and the gathering party are going to start soon. we guys got no ideas, just went down and starting to blew balloons for decorating. Omggg...So tired mann!!! we using mouth to blew! >.< finally we done blowing for total amount of 245 balloons. we gonna to dying on the ground soon!!! Isshhhh!!!! Finally, my dad went back! -.- he din't even bought pump for us!!! Gahhhh!!! luckily we never wait for him!!! =o= 5.30pm++, many guests reach. Only a things made my mood goes down is suddenly got "SEKUMPULAN" kid come!! my goshhh man!! >.< i doesn't like kid one la!!! =.='' Eww!! my mom!! she's forcing me to play with them!! Okay! Fine!! O.o'' Then, we went swims. :D hahha... me and one of my cousin brother have a competition!! if other side lose, must drink up a cup of mixed with 10 teaspoon of salt. Kekekekeee!! xD. hehe, of course la, im a PRO person!! finally I won that competition!!! :D haha!!! and my cousin brother drank up the salty juice!!! XD i felt like HAPPY ALOT!!! hehehee... of course la, we can't be so selfish. we can't just leave all the kid there wad, so i just bring them go to the playground there and play slides. :) saw all the kids play so enjoyable, and i felt so satisfy with my job. ^^ 8.00pm++, dinner time!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D I like a pig there~xD ate sooo muchh!!! hahah... 10.00pm, the gathering end. :D started to packing stuff for tomorrow trip. =) ewww... just realize that dayana was at Thailand too!!! :D don't know whether will meet her there a not lerh?? hehe.. Ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Can't WAIT LAHH!!! >.<'' so exited!!!! Thailand!!! im coming!!!!!!~ =D

A Eternal Friend

Today is 6 Dec. 2 years aready. how are you? this morning went to your grave. i saw your parents. i not brave enough to face in front your parents. so i just walk away to the other side and wait for a while for waiting your parents done everything. After 1 hours later, your mom, sherine's parents went home. A suit of black in colour coat as in formal type. holding a bunch of white in colour flower that u like which is during before your lifetime. the moment that i step on in front of your grave, my tears was suddenly lost control. my tears falls with non of reasons. Maybe is last time our friendships too profoundly. Or others reasons for me? i dont know. at there, i have been talk to you so many stuff, including my feeling, did you hear that? and my mom and dad got talk to you too. although they are not standing in front on your grave and spoke. but they did on phone call from Canada what. everyone that in my family's has realize that i did really really painful and a huge attack with your death. no ones dont know. my mom keep calling me from Canada! Omgoshh..=.= Im okay mann!! daddy mommy! im really okay! i am not a 4,5 years old child! i can bear everything by my own larh. Sherine.. I miss you~ even though you're not here belong with me, but i still can feel that you are be with me everyday. If now u still alive.. i believe that it wont be so many things happened during my daily life. if u were here, u sure will help me to solve it. and i know that you sure will. cry too much just now aready, eyes so pain. Sherine, i hope u can live well in heaven. hope that u can found a nicer and a eternal friend then me. God bless you. byee my friend. full stop. ='(